I don’t have many thoughts this morning. I am really sleepy today and I am trying to keep my eyes open here at work. Thinking is not a priority right now as I am too tired to think, but I have to struggle with it so I can get my work done by tomorrow.

 How does one get motivated to get motivated? I have so many projects I have started that are in mid completion, but now I can’t get up the energy to do anything. I still haven’t completed setting up the studio, The Arrogant Bastards haven’t work on the “Seeds” CD in months, Echo Grove has at least a new CD to be recorded and songs I have for that CD aren’t all finished.

 On top of that I have many things that need to be done to my pad. Yeah, I said pad. I have become a lazy sod. Well, I don’t know about “become”. I think that has always been in me, but I made the effort to at least do some things I thought might be fun. I have fun once in a while these days, but not as much as I used to when I was a wee lad of a teenager. I’m not depressed or anything like that, I just feel too lazy to smile.

 Of course I did motivate myself to get to the doctor to get an operation, and that is on Tues. I am looking forward to it not because I will feel better after the surgery, but because they tell me I need to take it easy for a while. Whoo, hoo… a legitimate excuse to not do anything. Sad, I know, but completely legal.

 I am figuring that soon enough my energy will pick back up and then I will dive head first into all the unfinished projects I have on my plate and maybe even create some new ones. I am still thinking of doing the “documentary” of Echo Grove on video, I have ideas on some new musical ventures that might be interesting, I also want to get all my previous demos and recordings put into some proper order and make a collection in case people might want to listen to some of the crap I have done for the last 30 years.

 Oh well, it seems to be the same as it was before when it wasn’t any different. It’s just that right now isn’t tomorrow yet, so I’ll start getting motivated tomorrow.